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I was bad. I caved. I cheated on lent.
I ate breadsticks last night. I was telling this to my fellow worker last night and said jokingly "...but I'm not actually catholic, so I'm not going to hell for it or anything." Most of the people I work with are lutheran. She just happened to be the one catholic outta the whole bunch. Oops. She didn't seem too offended by it though, and I reinforced that I was just joking about that, so we're all good. Aside from my 2-breadstick falter last night, I've been sticking to eating healthier, and so far it's paid off. I've lost 10 lbs since moving home in January. It's really not hard to do when you don't ever feel like cooking. Can we say instant oatmeal and cereal all the time? I do feel tired a lot though, but I'm blaming that on my being super busy with work, tests, and presentations all going on within this past and current week.
I'm still not happy though. TJ's sounding like he might not be able to come visit me next week anymore. I understand that we're trying to save money for moving, the wedding, etc. but it doesn't mean we should deny seeing each other once a freaking month. I wish it could be more than that, I'm seriously suffering withdrawl here. We had someone come in to work last night wearing a shirt TJ has. I almost cried, I miss him so much. I have to sit here and watch my mother go on date marathons with her boyfriend of 2 months while I, the engaged one, sits at home missing her fiance all but 2 days per month. I haven't seen him since the 10th of February. I hate this. We're trying to figure out moving too and it's getting a little scary. I'm coming up on another "I don't know what's going on" point in my life and I hate losing control over my own future like that. And everyone else has their own lives to worry about, so there's really no one to turn to about it. Ok enough whining. I have to go to class and then study like a geek for the rest of the day before work again. Back to the daily life drone...
I ate breadsticks last night. I was telling this to my fellow worker last night and said jokingly "...but I'm not actually catholic, so I'm not going to hell for it or anything." Most of the people I work with are lutheran. She just happened to be the one catholic outta the whole bunch. Oops. She didn't seem too offended by it though, and I reinforced that I was just joking about that, so we're all good. Aside from my 2-breadstick falter last night, I've been sticking to eating healthier, and so far it's paid off. I've lost 10 lbs since moving home in January. It's really not hard to do when you don't ever feel like cooking. Can we say instant oatmeal and cereal all the time? I do feel tired a lot though, but I'm blaming that on my being super busy with work, tests, and presentations all going on within this past and current week.
I'm still not happy though. TJ's sounding like he might not be able to come visit me next week anymore. I understand that we're trying to save money for moving, the wedding, etc. but it doesn't mean we should deny seeing each other once a freaking month. I wish it could be more than that, I'm seriously suffering withdrawl here. We had someone come in to work last night wearing a shirt TJ has. I almost cried, I miss him so much. I have to sit here and watch my mother go on date marathons with her boyfriend of 2 months while I, the engaged one, sits at home missing her fiance all but 2 days per month. I haven't seen him since the 10th of February. I hate this. We're trying to figure out moving too and it's getting a little scary. I'm coming up on another "I don't know what's going on" point in my life and I hate losing control over my own future like that. And everyone else has their own lives to worry about, so there's really no one to turn to about it. Ok enough whining. I have to go to class and then study like a geek for the rest of the day before work again. Back to the daily life drone...
posted by kitty Cat | 9:04 AM
5 Comments:
Thats not true! Im always here! You can always turn to me. Believe me, I have a lot of time to listen, so if you ever just want to talk about anything or nothing at all, Im not going anywhere. I dont know your email anymore...is it still the same as the old one? Otherwise I would email you...
Same goes for me, and tell me to shut up about my stuff if you need to talk! I'm sorry I've not been so good about asking how things are going.
I do still have the same email addy. Don't take offense to the "no one wants to listen" part, I just figured everyone else has their own stuff going on, I just don't want to be a burden.
Oh, no, I didn't mean to convey that I took offense - I didn't. I just feel bad I haven't been as good about being available in the sense that you feel like you can tell me, "I need to vent."
I emailed you - there's another bridal thing in the cities in a few weeks. I'll check out the website and get the scoop in case it sounds remotely interesting or useful.
It's all good, no worries :o)
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